Sickening cycle

My wife and I are (yet again) down with the cold / flu / allergies (or maybe a combination of all three). I have a sore throat, ear ache and doesn't feel good in general. I feel a little feverish from time to time. It's probably the result of the constantly changing weather—warm, rain, cold—and the air conditioning still running in many places. The days (and nights) are definitely getting much colder. We haven't got a summer yet and fall is already getting close...

It started friday. Then I had a good night sleep and felt much better. My throat didn't hurt anymore but I was still quite congested. However, tonight (sunday) my entire body is hurting. When will this end? I just hope it won't last too long because I have so many things to do that it makes me want to cry. I really don't want to be bedridden for a while. I'll try to get a good long night of sleep tonight again...

I hope my immune system will recover before we get that second wave of the H1N1 the scientists say we might get sometime this fall...

It seems that each time I am starting to feel better and gear up to spend my energy on something productive I am getting sick again. And when it's not my health there's always something coming up to do at the last minute (some phone calls or emails requesting attention, a computer problem, etec.). With the day job keeping me busy and tired, all the household stuff to do on my days off (laundry, clean up, visit a museum to keep a promise, etc) and all those festivals or conventions to cover, it has been hard to move forward with production.

The guilt coming from all those tasks that I don't have time to do is pilling up on all the stuff that is on my mind lately (the new working schedule to prepare for, the MWFF, the computer update, web page, blogging, health problems, etc.) so my head really feels foggy and tired.

The good news is—after losing the secure block of working hours that I had at two libraries on sunday and monday—I was able to get a three-day block at the Plateau Mont-Royal library for the Fall schedule. It will offer me a little job security (at least for the Fall) and hopefully it will allow me to fall back in a routine that will be more productive and less stressful. Not working in a different library from one day to another and in a closer place (half-an-hour of public transport instead of one hour-and-half) will certainly help.